Alas! Today is Friday! The last day of this week's school. I must say, I felt very much relieved today. It was almost like a huge burden removed from my chest. The first five days that I experienced, every single day, was filled with indescribable fear. I really couldn't understand nor explain why I felt so frightened. Even after the first week, everyone still seemed so foreign to me. I do not really believe that its an issue of wherether when I will get used to it, I find it to be somewhat deeper. Something that really triggers this fear and I cannot push it back down. The presentations are plain frightening, honestly, back in secondary school, presentations were less frightening and the people seem friendlier, even encouraging. I feel that everyone is cold here and would just stare you down at any point of time.

Just to note, there was this really freaky incident that happened on last Thursday. Having Enterprise Skills lesson was alright, it didn't seem as boring as I imagined it to be. However, when I finished my worksheet, and the teacher was asking answers to questions, I predicted that he would call on me for the 4th question. WHAM! It happened just I had that thought in my head. Really, I wanted to use my mind-reading skills for my benefits and not disadvantage because I completely embarrassed myself in front of the class by giving mostly ridiculous answers.

Hopefully things would turn out fine.

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